back for good
Lately, I’m having a hard time talking to “Him”. I cannot find the right words to say, I forgot how intensely I talked to “Him” before, but I still remember how it feels to talk to “Him” really deeply, to feel “Him” around, embracing me, whispering words of encouragement into my ear and telling me “it’s gonna be alright…”.
So, the other night, when I slept really late (around 5 am), I said to “Him”, “let me feel it once more, I want the passion to come back, tap my shoulders so that I can learn by heart”.
After an hour, I was awakened, and I knew it was “Him”, patting me on the shoulder. He hit me really hard, I cried, and I said, “Wow, that was fast!” Though the occurrence that awakened me that Sunday morning was rather a bad news, (a petty yet quite painful incident, I should say), I knew it was “Him”, I wanted to tell “Him”, “why this way?” But I know “He’s” unquestionable, everything “He” does is absolute, and so I just talked to “Him”, and after a relatively long time, at last, “I was able to “really” pray again”. I realized how much I missed “Him”.
Later that night, before going to bed, I was almost certain that my predicament will be over… and so it was.
…then I prayed some more.
God uses problems to DIRECT you.
Sometimes God must light a fire under you to get you moving. Problems often point us in a new direction and motivate us to change. Is God trying to get your attention? "Sometimes it takes a painful situation to make us remember HIM."
Proverbs 20:30
posted by yang and gorgeous @ 10:16 PM
6 Comments:
Y&G,
Whatever you went through, I hope it is over now.I always believe in the power of prayer - asking, thanking and hoping!
i dunno if this blog's for me. your predicament.. i know nothing. mine, absolutely incomparable. u have yours and i have mine. we all have one or two. wer not under one roof of religious house thing but what the heck... it is believing that at the end of the toughest and inevitable painful events in our lives.. we can still count on to Him and ask Him to lift us up!
keep brighten up my day!
Wala ko masabi... so redirect to the link, maybe it could serve some purpose to help you feel better.
ces, it was over as soon as I realized it.
pucca, somehow, you were a part of it, but no worries.. everythings fine now.
Che, thanks, it was amazingly graceful :)
too-shy, I won't tell you, it's too-corny, hehe!
there was a time in my life that whenever i pray or go to church, i would start crying; the more i pray the more i cried. i was not in a very good place. i knew then as i know now that He was closest to me at that time.
Maria, reminds me of "footprints in the sand"
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