back for good
Lately, I’m having a hard time talking to “Him”. I cannot find the right words to say, I forgot how intensely I talked to “Him” before, but I still remember how it feels to talk to “Him” really deeply, to feel “Him” around, embracing me, whispering words of encouragement into my ear and telling me “it’s gonna be alright…”.
So, the other night, when I slept really late (around 5 am), I said to “Him”, “let me feel it once more, I want the passion to come back, tap my shoulders so that I can learn by heart”.
After an hour, I was awakened, and I knew it was “Him”, patting me on the shoulder. He hit me really hard, I cried, and I said, “Wow, that was fast!” Though the occurrence that awakened me that Sunday morning was rather a bad news, (a petty yet quite painful incident, I should say), I knew it was “Him”, I wanted to tell “Him”, “why this way?” But I know “He’s” unquestionable, everything “He” does is absolute, and so I just talked to “Him”, and after a relatively long time, at last, “I was able to “really” pray again”. I realized how much I missed “Him”.
Later that night, before going to bed, I was almost certain that my predicament will be over… and so it was.
…then I prayed some more.
God uses problems to DIRECT you.
Sometimes God must light a fire under you to get you moving. Problems often point us in a new direction and motivate us to change. Is God trying to get your attention? "Sometimes it takes a painful situation to make us remember HIM."
Proverbs 20:30